Ok, it's really time to go to sleep.
I am surprisingly miserable tonight. I’m too tired to do anything I shouldn’t though, so it’s better just to sleep, away from sharp objects. Night.
It's my birthday today
snortingpixiedust: I am 18 years young and the world is vast and open I hope you have an absolutely amazing day. You deserve it :) Happy Birthday baby doll, I love you <3
It honestly kinda scares me how quickly I can lose all of my motivation to do something. I just stare at my computer screen, trying to force myself to write any bullshit that comes to mind just to have something to turn in, and even that seems like too much effort. So I just stop and can’t make myself start again. I guess it just struck me today because it had gotten to a controllable...
Mental imbalance is about as acceptable as herpes. Its’s never going to be...– Sarahbeth Purcell (via razorbladefate)
need this feeling to go one step further. I need the uncontrollable desire to get work done. It’s never quite enough to really make a difference in the amount of work I have left to do. I always feel like I’ve accomplished more than I actually have. We have 3 weeks left of the semester and I know for a fact that I am currently or was until very recently failing 4, yes I repeat 4, of...
I have been doing something today mom; I got stoned off of your xanax. Surprise!
One of the hardest moments in life is deciding...
I want to say something,
but I don’t know what it is. How odd.
All of us failed to match our dreams of perfection. So I rate us on the basis of...– William Faulkner (via measurelifewithlove) I like this. And Faulkner, he’s cool too.
So now, every November 14th
-honestsleep: We shall celebrate The Day That Nothing Happened. I hereby declare this a national holiday.
Easy Tip to Reduce #6
ocdrrc2010: Plug your appliances into a power strip and turn it off when possible. When a power strip is turned off, it completely shuts off power to unused appliances, saving energy from the “vampire” effect. Don’t do this with your computer though! It turns off the surge protector and can totally fuck your computer up. That happened to my mom when we went on vacation this summer...
TO ALL GIRLS, PLEASE BE AWARE! →
lifecrashingdown: chicagoxnative: amourseeo-xo: shortxmimi: joxa: (Published by CNN.NDTV) This message is for every girl who goes to work, school, or home alone. If you find a child crying on the road showing his/her address & asking you to take him/her to that address, immediately take that child to the police station and ABSOLUTELY NOT to the address. This is a new way to gang...
I am flat out exhausted in every way. I just want...
I still think about him, a lot actually.
I probably always will.
Runaway Love;: After reading Emily’s college... →
lovemeforfree: After reading Emily’s college essay, and seeing how determined she is to making good grades and everything, it really made me think about school and getting organized and finishing out high school well and with good grades. And today I got that last push that I needed. So, my IB coordinator, and… I love you!
It would be so easy to get hooked.
I will be 100% honest for 24 hours. Anonymous is...
-willsomeonepleasestay: Ask me anything.
I honestly just want to get high right now.
Who wants to come pick me up? :D
I want to get the fuck out of my house tonight, for no reason.
Oberlin Supplement College Essay
Essay prompt- Please write a brief statement that addresses the following: Given your interests, values, and goals, explain why Oberlin College will help you grow (as a student and a person) during your undergraduate years. My essay!- I honestly do not know how Oberlin will help me grow over the next four years. I know that I want to fall in love with learning again, and I want to be surrounded...
So this weekend
was actually pretty awesome. Mel’s party was fun, I never go to parties but maybe I’ll start :P Anddd today I got a bunch of my college stuff organized and finally wrote my Oberlin supplement essay, so my mom can turn our financial aid stuff in before I apply early decision. I want to go there so fucking badly, you don’t even understand. And I had a really really good talk...