I just have to get in first…
WOW I LOVE LOSING FOLLOWERS, SORRY FOR POSTING FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A MONTH.
AND MONROE PIERCINGS ARE STILL UGLY.
And I love you.
I shouldn’t be doing this…
Sure I like him, and I’m frustrated with the other him. But I’ve loved the other him for so long, I don’t know how not to.
This is a weird situation.
on doing my next letter tonight, but it’s the one to your sibling.
And I can’t deal with that right now, that is going to be an intense one and I want to take my time on it.
Seeing as it’s 2 in the morning and I have to get up in 5 hours, right now is not the ideal time.
So something to look forward to for tomorrow.
Hope everyone sleeps tight <3
I really don’t know what to say to my parents. Which is odd.
I love you, and thank you for making me who I am today, good and bad. I’m so scared to disappoint you. I’m trying not to.
I’m switching crush for boyfriend, k? K.
Ronald Martin Horgan, Jr.
I love you with all my heart and soul, honestly. You aren’t just my boyfriend but my very best friend in the world, and you have been for the past 3 and a half years. I don’t know where I would be without you; you’ve kept me sane, kept me alive at one point, although you don’t know that. You are the only one that I can tell anything and everything to, and the only person I want to see on my worst days. I want the world for you, with you. You could be anything you’ve ever dreamed of with your brain and your talent. I worry about you, and the things we argue about only upset me because I see so well who you could become. I don’t want you to do anything to mess that up. You’re going to grow up to help people somehow, and you will thrive on it. 20 years from now you’ll be doing something amazing, music or science or whatever it is you fall in love with.
Know that I love you more than I thought possible at 17, and that can never be erased. I know you’re scared about a year from now, but I promise it will all work out. We may not be together then, but you’ll always be a part of me and my life.
With all my love,
P.S. Happy Birthday baby doll :)